Selah of the Summit--Selah is a slave of the hot desert valley. She is used to beatings, loneliness, and hard work. Every day she goes to the well to fetch water. Above the pale valley haze shine the distant, snow-covered mountains. Selah wishes she could find them and the freedom they promise. But her Master, Regan, uses The Craft to maintain his power over her. One evening when Selah is serving Regan's guests at the Great Hall, an unexpected visitor appears, his face barely visible beneath his cloak. "Take heart," he whispers to her, "your waiting is over." Selah soon discovers that Micah is a Prince of the Mountains and servant of The Maker, sent to lead her and a Band of travelers out of slavery and to the Summit. Regan and his soldiers pursue the Band as they cross moors, highlands, and plateaus. Selah discovers rain, trees, meadows, lakes, and all the vegetation and animals of the mountain zones. As she and Micah journey higher, Selah sees the beauty of the moon and stars--and her love for Micah. Regan finally captures her, but she stands the test, wielding the power of a servant's heart over a dictator. Micah and Selah reach the Summit together and rejoin the Band of travellers for a feast to which all are invited. But rather than stay in the snowy heights, Selah and Micah decide to help the other slaves and bring starlight down to the valleys. A Christian alternative to "Harry Potter."For adults and teens. Published by www.greatunpublished.com. 166 pages. ISBN 1588986985. Price: $13.00.
The rider of the red horse takes the lead. Many follow him, on white and sorrel horses, through myrtle trees. They enter the plain and cross it, climbing hills, high meadows, and slopes until they stop at the Gate.
"Who are these?" a voice calls from the Gatehouse.
"We are the riders sent to patrol the land," the red
horseman replies.
"Come, give your report," the Gatekeeper replies.
The Gate opens, doors made of white stone like cliffs parting
inward. The riders enter, hooves echoing upon the slate-paved
path.
Selah sweated under the intrusive sun. It hung over the valley, straight up, a huge ball of yellow that seemed to grow larger until it swallowed up most of the pale sky.
"Summer Solstice," she said bitterly, rebalancing the
water pot she struggled to carry. "The longest day of the
year."
She squinted at the small village ahead: clay houses with flat
roofs white in the glare. Shadows in open doorways invited her
to hurry.
But the shadows were deceptive, for heat lurked inside the houses.
The only relief would come later--at midnight, when the wind brought
cool air down from the distant mountains.
At noon, even the Summit's shadow did not reach the valley. Selah
shaded her eyes and stared at the peak, white with snow above
its blue-green lower levels. Some people said the sky was dark
blue up there even though the Summit was closer to the sun. It
was cool up there, too--high above the simmering, hazy valley.
Lakes of cold water reflected silver at night and blue by day.
Tall, living creatures called trees shaded the lakeshores with
their wide, lacy green fingers.
Some people said that one could stand on the peak and see forever
through a clear sky. At night, stars hung large and close around
the quiet mountains, and sometimes they shot across the zenith
in a trail of glittering silver . . .
Selah stumbled on a rock, and tepid water from the pot jostled
onto her dusty arm. She stared at the water level remaining, a
good fingerspan from the top, and debated whether she should return
to the well.
"The Master will not like this," she whispered to herself.
"Perhaps I should go back and refill."
But the thought of backtracking through sand and rocks in a land
with no shade made Selah's head ache. "No, I must return
to The Keep and take my chances," she said firmly. "I
cannot stay out in this sun much longer."
The village loomed before her. Her long, colorless skirt swept
over dust as she trod through narrow lanes to the high-walled
fortress in the center. At sight of her, the gatekeeper swung
open the iron-studded gates. She crossed the tiled courtyard.
Another gatekeeper let her into the inner atrium, and she stepped
past gardens of herbs and vegetables.
Selah headed for the back entrance, but the doorkeeper called
her to the front.
"The Master told me to let you through this door today,"
he said as he held it open for her.
A stranger traveling through the valley might envy Selah's entrance
through a door three times her height. Its borders were covered
with beaten gold, and rubies outlined its single window. But a
stranger might not know that Selah was a slave of The Master's
Keep, and when she entered that door, she entered sorrow.
Brightly lit halls intersected one another in The Keep. Selah
followed the one with emeralds along its walls, noticing how they
glittered green in the torchlight. She felt moisture on her arm
again and returned her gaze to the water pot, trying not to spill
any more of its precious contents.
By the time she got to the kitchen, she had spilled a few more
drops of water.
"You are late," Frieden, the Head Server, said as she
entered the doorway. His back was turned to her as he stirred
a cauldron of soup in the cooking fireplace. "Put the water
pot on the table."
"How do you always know when I walk into the room, even when
your back is turned to me?" Selah asked as she followed Frieden's
instructions.
The old man turned around and wiped his greasy hands on his apron.
"I can tell by the sound of your footsteps," he replied
with a grin.
Frieden did not have all of his teeth and his chin was covered
with gray stubble, but Selah always enjoyed seeing him.
"That is a lot of soup," she commented as Frieden added
spices to it.
"The Master is having a meeting tonight," Frieden replied.
Selah knew what that meant--extra food and cleanup, strange guests
wearing hoods over their heads, and the presence of The Craft
like a thin smoke permeating The Keep.
Despite the warmth of the fireplace, Selah shuddered. Frieden
noticed, raising one eyebrow as Selah sat down at the wooden table.
"You can feel the essence of The Craft, can't you?"
he asked as he poured her a bowl of soup.
"It gets stronger every day," she replied, "like
an unseen hand reaching out for me."
Frieden said nothing, but his eyebrows frowned together as he
thought about her words.
Selah did not touch her spoon. She stared into her soup as if
it were a pungent concoction of The Craft.
"Have you ever entered The Hexagon Room?" Frieden asked
after a long pause.
"I know that every Keep has one," she answered, "where
the records and the Old Things and the evil books are kept. But
it is in the Master's private quarters. Why would I dare to go
in there?"
"You know much for a little slavegirl. The Hexagon Room hides
the history of this valley, the ruins of an ancient culture and
vast cities. It also contains vile mixtures of once-wholesome
flowers and herbs that were not meant for such uses. I am glad
you have the sense to stay away, as I always thought you did.
But many slavegirls have been lured by The Craft--even against
their will--to serve the purposes of the Masters. Has The Master
ever left a key in sight, to tempt you?"
"Every night for the past week, there has been a large golden
key on the table by my bed. It glittered hotly in my lamplight,
and I knew who put it there. I did not touch it," she replied.
She picked up her spoon and stirred her soup. Just as she was
about to taste it, a slaveboy ran into the room.
"You are wanted at the Great Hall," he said breathlessly.
"I must wash and change, then," Selah replied.
"No time. You must come now. The Master told me to fetch
you fast."
Selah shoved her soup to one side of the table, stood up, and
followed the boy. Frieden picked up the untouched bowl and watched
her hurry down the hallway.
As she approached the Great Hall, Selah heard voices and the clanging
of silver against crystal. The boy, satisfied that Selah had obeyed
the summons, slipped away down the hall. Selah stepped slowly
toward the doorway and peeked in. Already the long table held
a hundred guests, each on a chair studded with sapphires. Silver
serving dishes lined the sideboard, and gold-embroidered tapestries
covered the stone walls. Torchlight danced in the high corners.
There were no windows.
A lone slavegirl stood by the door. With both hands, she held
a large silver pitcher. She was tall and thin with reddish curls
peeking out from under her gray cap--and a fresh scar across her
cheek.
"Hurry," she whispered to Selah, bending down toward
the smaller girl. "The Master wants you to serve him tonight."
"But Lillith, you always serve him," Selah protested,
touching the girl's cheek. "Did he strike you again?"
Lillith nodded. "I spilled some of the soup last week,"
she explained, blushing as if the scar were her fault.
Selah was small for her age and usually shy, but with Frieden
and Lillith she could speak openly.
"Regan is a cruel man. You have been his slave all of your
life, but I have had many Masters at many Keeps across the valley.
Some Masters are openly evil, always yelling and mean and violent.
Slaves know what to expect from them. Other Masters seem kind
and beautiful and good. Some of them are even women. The fact
that they serve The Craft is well hidden. Perhaps they are the
most dangerous because they pretend to be what they are not. But
a Master like Regan is the most cruel. One moment he can say kind
things and offer you presents, and the next he will yell at you,
his words cutting into you like a knife. One moment he can touch
you gently, and the next he strikes. You never know what to expect."
Well, you can expect a beating if you don't go in there now,"
Lillith warned. "And you should be careful what you say.
Someone could be listening."
"I don't care," Selah replied, more tired than angry.
"Here, put my apron over your dusty skirt," Lillith
insisted. She set the silver pitcher down on the sideboard and
untied her apron.
Selah frowned as she tied on the apron and picked up the pitcher.
"Get some rest," she told Lillith. "And take care
of that little girl of yours. She must be waiting for you."
"I will," Lillith smiled at the thought of her daughter.
But her smile turned to a frown as she bent to whisper, "And
you be careful tonight." With a corner of her skirt, she
wiped a swath of dirt off Selah's cheek. Then she turned and hurried
down the hallway.
That was Selah's second warning in less than an hour. She knew
that the words were not idle, that she had better watch out for
more than spilling the Master's soup.
I am so tired already, she thought to herself. How can
I possibly serve at The Master's table?
She sighed and picked up the silver pitcher, trying hard to balance
the delicately monogrammed container as she stepped into the dim,
noisy room.
"You look like you've been too long under the sun again,"
the Master commented as Selah cautiously approached his place
at the head of the table.
Selah stopped still at the words, amazed that the Master would
speak to her in front of his guests. She shyly looked up at him.
He shone in the torchlight, a slender man, still young, with a
handsome face of smooth, pale skin and gray eyes. His hair was
long and silvery, and he wore no beard. A heavy neckchain of white-gold
triangles set with moonstones shone above his white silk tunic.
"Come here, girl," he said, staring at her.
With great concentration, Selah forced her feet to move across
the painted tile floor. With each step, she felt those eyes upon
her.
She stopped a pace away from him. He reached out and touched her
reddish arm, just above her bronze armband that glistened below
her short sleeves. His hand felt hot on her arm, and she flinched,
hoping he would not notice.
"Your skin is lovely when not scorched by the sun or covered
with a layer of dust. Perhaps we can keep you from having to go
outside again. Perhaps we can exchange this bronze armband for
a silver one. Tomorrow, come to my Suite. I'll give you a hot
bath and some salve that will fade your sunburn."
Selah blushed under the Master's eyes and the eyes of his guests.
The Master laughed at her discomfort. "Don't just stand there.
I'd like my spiced wine," he commanded.
She started pouring the red liquid into his crystal goblet. Her
hands shook, and she spilled a drop of red on the Master's white
sleeve.
"Clumsy girl," he yelled, lifting his arm to strike
her.
"Now, Regan," a calm voice said beside him. "The
girl is not used to this work. Give her time to learn."
Selah looked up at the source of those words. Who would dare give
advice to the Master?
A stranger sat at the Master's right hand. He wore dark green
clothes and a hood over his head so that all Selah could see were
blue eyes and a red beard.
"Yes, you are right. She is used to the sun, not the torchlight.
I must be patient with her," the Master relented, lowering
his arm. "Now, what do you all think of my plans for the
valley?" he asked his general audience of guests, apparently
forgetting Selah for a moment. Selah stepped back against a tapestry
and wished she could hide behind it.
The Master saw her from the corner of his eye and said, "Serve
my guests, girl. When you are done here, you may retire to the
private room I have reserved for you at the end of the hall."
Selah opened her eyes wider, and the color left her face. Why
would the Master take her out of the slavegirl quarters and give
her a private room?
She served the stranger who had defended her, careful not to spill
wine on his garments. He watched as she served him, and she thought
that his eyes were the brightest blue she had ever seen--like
the sky above the mountains.
"Take heart," he whispered to her while the Master loudly
spoke to his other guests. "Your waiting is over."
Selah looked up at the stranger's cloaked face. Had she imagined
the words? What did they mean? As if in answer to her unspoken
questions, he smiled.
Joy entered her heart.
With a lighter step, Selah continued serving the long line of
guests. She had to refill the pitcher several times. The guests
talked and planned while she stood ready, waiting to refill empty
goblets.
As the night wore on, she could barely stand on her sore feet,
and her head began to ache again. Her day had started early, and
three times she had fetched water from the well. Just when she
thought her strength would fail and she would pass out unconscious
on the floor in front of everyone, Regan called her to his side
again.
"I have another job for you," he said in his relentless
tone. "Go fetch the cauldron from the sideboard and bring
it to me."
Selah lowered her head and forced herself to walk to the far end
of the Great Hall. There, in the center of the serving table stood
a huge silver pot filled with hot water used for boiling herbs.
She picked it up with both hands, groaning as she felt its weight
against her arms. To keep from spilling it, she held it tight
against her chest. Step by step, she managed to bring it to Regan
without spilling a drop. He waved her away, and she retreated
to the waiting wall again.
She hoped they would not practice The Craft yet. She had seen
signs of it: pointed symbols embroidered on tunics, cryptic words
whispered, pouches of herbs hidden among cloakfolds. But the guests
would not likely practice The Craft openly, for it was usually
done in a room so private that even slavegirls could not see.
As if reading her thoughts, the Master looked up and dismissed
Selah from the Great Hall.
"Go, get some rest in your new room," he ordered. "In
the morning, you will find suitable clothes on your table. See
that you bring them with you when you come to my Suite."
He smiled at her, a twisted smile--nothing like the one the stranger
had given her.
Selah walked toward the slavegirl quarters where the walls were not covered with tapestries or gems. She meant to go obediently past to her new private room at the end of the hall, but her feet pulled her into the dormitory which had been her home for the past year. She walked toward her old bed, a narrow mattress next to a bare table. Nearby, Lillith slept next to a little girl about five years old. Selah picked up the single burning candle that illumined the room and watched her friend cuddle with her daughter.
I was about your age when my parents were taken away from me,
and I was sent to my first Master, Selah thought as she watched
the girl breathe in her sleep. The girl wore a small armband like
her mother's, and she clung to her mother's hand as she slept.
Selah didn't know what had happened to the girl's father. Lillith
never spoke of him.
Why must slavery be passed from mother to daughter? Selah
wondered. How can the circle--like an armband--be broken?
"Selah," a voice said at
the door behind her. She jumped, nearly dropping the candle on
the stone floor. She turned around to find Frieden watching her.
"I was just about to go to my new room," she explained,
trembling.
"You look exhausted, girl," the old man said, walking
toward her. "Have you had anything to eat or drink since
I sent you to the well this afternoon? You did not touch your
soup, remember?"
"No, I haven't," Selah admitted, putting a hand to her
head. "They did not offer me anything at the Great Hall."
"When the Master asked you to serve him, he did not even
give you one small drink?"
"No. He was more anxious for me to serve him and his guests
than for me to be refreshed."
"It's a wonder you didn't faint right in front of them,"
Frieden said, shaking his head. "You have dark circles under
your eyes, above your sunburned cheeks."
"I know," Selah sighed, putting a shaking hand to her
face. "I see these circles every time I bend over the well
to draw water. It seems, lately, that I barely lay my head down
to sleep when it's time to get up and work again."
"Come with me to the kitchen," Frieden said gently,
"and I'll give you something to revive you."
"But I must go to my new room, then to the Master's Suite
in the morning," Selah protested.
"If you want, you may come with me," Frieden said, holding
out his hand. For the first time, Selah realized that his robe
was actually a color--pale green like spring leaves. The hem of
his robe brushed the floor as he kept his arm held toward her.
Selah hesitated, wishing with all her heart to go with him. She
took one step toward him, and he caught her hand and led her past
the slavegirl quarters and to the kitchen.
She sat down on a wooden chair near the fireplace.
"Have some nectar," Frieden offered. He picked up a
stone pot and poured some sweet-smelling liquid into a metal cup.
Selah's hands shook as she drank from the cup.
"The Master does not care for you or any of his slaves,"
Frieden said sadly, shaking his balding head. "It is not
good that he has offered you a private room, new clothes, and
an invitation to his Suite."
Selah shivered at that thought, despite the heat of the fireplace.
"I know it is not good," she said in a trembling voice.
"Sometimes he stands at the kitchen door, and his gray eyes
watch me as I work. I see the desire in them. He is trying to
weave his power around me, using The Craft. Last week he gave
me a small bag of strange-smelling herbs and told me to mix them
with water and drink them. I hid the bag under my cot. Tonight,
in front of his guests, he spoke to me and . . . touched my arm
again. He has been doing that lately, touching the spot right
above my armband. His touch is gentle, nothing like hitting. Each
time he touches me, his power over me grows stronger. I am afraid.
"
She was silent for a moment, aware of the worried look in Frieden's
eyes. "Why does the Master pursue me?" she asked after
a while.
"You are small but beautiful, Selah. Even though your long
golden hair is hidden by that cap and your bright green eyes are
often looking downward, Regan has noticed them. He desires your
beauty. He also knows that you could be far more than a slave.
He has seen the way you look up at the mountains, and the way
you care about the other slaves. Regan is drawn by your kind heart.
He wants to break it," Frieden replied.
"What are you doing here, slavegirl?" a voice bellowed
from the hallway.
Selah dropped the half-filled metal cup she had been holding.
It rang like music against the stone floor. She watched its precious
liquid seep between the floorstones, and tears came to her eyes.
The Master did not wait for a reply. He strode into the room.
Selah could not bear to look at his compelling face, so she stared
at the floor. The Master followed her gaze and saw the spilled
nectar. He strode over and inspected the stone pot from which
it came.
Selah wished she could cover her ears to keep out the loud, harsh
sound of Regan's voice. It pierced her ears and mind like a sword,
and she wished with all her heart that she had a quiet refuge
from it.
"Slavegirls are not allowed to taste nectar!" he roared,
for some reason aiming all his anger at Selah instead of Frieden
who had given her the drink.
"Yes, Master," she replied, offering no excuse.
Quickly, like a snake, the Master struck Selah on her forehead.
She reeled backwards in the chair and landed on the floor.
"Go to your new room, as I have commanded," he said.
"I have honored you by letting you serve me at the table
and by giving you private quarters, yet still you resist me. You
have not taken the herbs I gave you. Don't you realize that I
am doing this for your benefit? Perhaps physical force is the
only power to control you. I will deal with you in the morning,
little water bearer, when I return from important business,"
he said, his voice calming as determination entered his unblinking
gray eyes.
Over the years, Selah had learned not to cry in front of a Master,
especially when he hit her. Crying only made a Master more angry
and abt to beat her again. But despite her resolve not to show
any emotion in front of the Master, Selah felt hot tears forming
in her eyes.
"Are you crying?" Regan demanded, touching her cheek
as she knelt before him.
Selah felt like Regan was beginning to break her heart. She tried
to stop crying but could not. Her tears flowed, and her shoulders
shook with the sobbing that broke free from her lips.
This will make Regan really mad, she thought. She winced,
expecting another blow. Instead, Regan tilted her face toward
him and caressed it.
"Your tears show weakness," he stated in a low voice.
"You have been in my Keep for a year now, and always you
have resisted me. I think these tears are a sign that you will
not be able to resist me much longer."
One of the tears spilled over onto Selah's cheek, and Regan caught
it between his fingers. He stared at the single drop of liquid
for a moment, then turned and strode out of the room, his silver
cloak puffing behind him like wings.
Frieden bent down on one arthritic knee, groaning as he helped
Selah sit on a stool. He had lived in The Keep for many years,
and each time he felt like crying himself when Regan hurt one
of the slaves. Often he felt like hitting Regan back. But he stayed,
patient, in the background, waiting for his time to act.
"Are you hurt?" he asked, examining the bruise beginning
to appear above her left eyebrow. Despite the bruise, dirt, and
sunburn, her face was lovely; small and oval, the features perfectly
symmetrical. Her eyebrows were fine, slanting upward on the outside
edges. Her dark lashes fluttered above her startling green eyes,
and her lips were rose-colored and full. The only unusual thing
was a birthmark on her left cheek. Dark pink, it was shaped like
a small hand--as if, before she had been born, she was touched
there.
"I hit the back of my head," Selah moaned, reaching
back to feel a lump.
Frieden took a cloth from his plain brown robe and wet it in the
remaining nectar. He placed the cloth on Selah's forehead and
held a fresh cup of nectar to her lips.
Selah took a few sips of the liquid and dried her eyes on the
hem of her skirt. She looked at Frieden and said, in a flat and
hopeless voice,
"He is sucking the life out of me. I will never escape him."
"On the contrary, Little One," the old man stated, "you
are not going to be in his power any longer. I will help you."
"But Frieden," Selah protested, sitting up and arranging
her colorless skirt. "You should not take a risk for me.
The Master could have you whipped or . . . "
"Do not worry about me," Frieden interrupted. "I
know that the Master is on his way to important business of The
Craft. He will, as he said, not be back until almost morning."
"But what will happen when he returns?"
"Tonight, you must leave this place."
"Leave? In the darkness? I have never been outside the gates
after sunset."
"I know you are forbidden to leave, as we all are. But Micah,
my nephew, is the Gatekeeper tonight. He will let you pass unquestioned."
Selah stared at the old man's faded eyes. Perhaps they were once
dark blue, like the sky above the Summit. She took the cup of
nectar from his blotched hand and noticed the scars along his
wrist.
"Why would you do such a thing for me?" she asked, holding
the half-full cup between herself and Frieden. She stared at the
unanswering man, took a drink, and added, "I have been in
this place for only a short time. You know I have been caravaned
from village to village across the valley. I hardly remember my
parents, never had a brother or sister. I don't have time to make
friends--except for you and Lillith. I have been a slave from
birth, sold to the highest bidder. Few people have bothered even
to offer me a cup of water, yet you risk your very life."
Frieden smiled, showing his missing teeth. Selah thought he looked
beautiful in that moment, the wrinkles around his mouth and eyes
laughing silently--a kind of joy unbound to circumstance, a joy
she did not understand.
"I have done this kind of thing before. The Maker can protect
me. And you can trust my nephew. As for why I help you . . . "
He reached over and pulled the cap off of Selah's hair. It spilled
about her shoulders in flames of gold like sunset striking the
Summit.
"You remind me of my daughter, for whose sake I should have
risked more than I did. Now go to your room and rest. Listen,
the bell has sounded, and the Master is gone. I will awaken you
when it's time for your journey to begin."
Selah's eyes widened. Frieden noticed they were green like the
leaves of trees Frieden remembered.
"You speak like I'm going on a long journey--one from which
I will not return."
"You are perceptive, child. You have reached a place where
there is no returning."
"But where will I go?"
"To the Summit. Seek the mountains. Never stop. Though they
seem far away, though the mist or darkness hides them, though
the climb is hard as cut stone beneath your hands, seek the mountains.
They will be there, always, waiting for you. You will not be alone
on your journey."
"To the Summit," she repeated. "All my life I have
been told where to go and what to do. Now you are sending me to
a place I have lifted my eyes to since I can remember, wishing
I could be there."
"In this journey, Selah, you have a choice," Frieden
explained.
"You know my choice! Just a few hours ago, as I carried the
water pot back from the well, I looked up at the mountains and
wished I could find them."
"You have chosen well, as you were chosen. Now go. Rest.
I will call you at the time."
Selah reached over and kissed the man's leathery cheek. He put
a finger to the place and smiled again. Then she got to her wobbly
feet, holding her head with her hands as darkness started to spin
around her.
"Here," Frieden said, draping an object over her head.
When her eyes cleared, Selah looked down at a silver pendant on
a fine silver chain. She held it up to the lamplight and marveled
at its shining.
"What shape is this?" she asked, tracing the pattern
with one finger--loops intertwining, forming a cross shape together
when turned one way, and a cross shape in the empty space between
them when turned another.
"The Maker's Seal. If anyone challenges you on your journey,
show him this."
"The Maker's Seal!" she exclaimed, starting to take
the pendant off and hand it back to Frieden. "Even a water
bearer knows about the Maker. I am not worthy to wear His Seal."
"The Seal is never earned," Frieden replied, pushing
the necklace back to her. "It is a gift--one you may receive,
if you will."
Selah stared at the Seal for a long time and then clasped it around
her neck.
"You have chosen well," he said. "Now go, rest.
Your journey begins soon."
The new room that Regan had given Selah was small and windowless, with a single wooden table next to the bed. Tired as she was, she sat on the cot and stared at the four stone walls for awhile, wishing she were in the dormitory with Lillith and the other slavegirls. After awhile, she dozed restlessly, tossing in the heat and throwing off her covers. Toward midnight, she finally settled into sleep and dreamed.
She stood on the lower slopes of a mountain, looking upward. Cool
air lifted her hair from her shoulders. A stream cascaded down
between boulders marbled with pink quartz. The white-foamed water
sprayed her face in icy drops. She tried to see the Summit above
her, but it was hidden in clouds and mist. An unseen voice spoke
to her like wind in her ears:
"Arise, follow me to the top . . ."
"But I cannot see the top," she replied.
"Arise, Selah. Follow me. Selah. Selah," the voice called.
"Selah!"
Selah opened her eyes and sat up. Frieden tugged at her arm and
spoke her name.
"Time to go?" she asked.
"Yes. Hurry. I just received word that The Master may be
returning sooner than we anticipated."
Selah rubbed her eyes and thought about what he had said. The
Master is returning early! I must get away . . .
Sleep slowly left her like the remembrance
of a dream.
Frieden helped her off the cot and handed her a velvet bag with
a strap for slinging over her shoulder--and a homespun cloak.
"Thank you," she said, taking the bag. Her hand touched
the heavy wool cloak and withdrew.
"I don't think I want that," she said. "It's too
hot."
"You will find need for it," Frieden said, fastening
it around her shoulders. "You will not always journey in
the heat."
Selah nodded.
"What's in the bag?" she asked.
"Supplies. Now hurry. I see you still wear the necklace I
gave you."
She looked down at the silver pendant and chain gleaming against
her beige blouse.
"I have never worn such a wondrous thing. I will never take
it off."
"Good. Now follow me."
Frieden walked through the doorway. Selah padded silently after
him, down the long hallway lit by torches, and to a door faintly
etched by torchlight against the stones.
"There's a door hidden here," she whispered, amazed.
How many times had she passed this place and never seen it?
Frieden placed his finger over his lips to silence her.
She held perfectly still as he knocked three times on the door.
It opened immediately, and Selah followed Frieden into the dark
outer courtyard.
A cloaked figure stood in front of them. He motioned for them
to follow, and they crept along the high wall. The shadowy Gatekeeper
then opened another door, a small one barely noticeable even in
daylight, hidden behind ivy leaves. He waited for Selah and Frieden
to pass and then climbed through himself, stooping at the low
lentil.
The three traveled in a single line through the quiet village
streets. At the edge of the village, Selah looked up at stars
like glowing dust.
"It's late," she stated, turning questioning eyes to
Frieden.
"Yes. We had to wait. That is why we must now hurry."
Frieden took something off his shoulder and handed it to her.
"A water bag," Selah observed, feeling cool liquid beneath
the leather.
"Do not drink it all at once."
The cloaked figure who had led them to the village edge beckoned
with his hand. He stood a little way ahead of them, his face still
covered by a hood.
"Who is that?" Selah asked.
"My nephew Micah. No time for a formal introduction. You
must follow him and not look back."
Even as Selah took her first step toward Micah, she heard the
sound of horses' hooves on stone, far behind them in the town
streets.
"The Master has found out about my escape!" she exclaimed,
filled with terror at the thought of him pursuing her on horseback.
She was almost more afraid of horses than The Master himself.
Once she had been trampled by one of the tall, heavy beasts with
sharp hooves that cut her legs . . .
She turned and grabbed Frieden's arm. He did not seemed surprised
at the sound behind them. In the pale starlight, his face was
calm, resolved.
"How did he find out?" she demanded. "We disturbed
no guards."
"He is using The Craft," Frieden replied. "But
do not be afraid. There is a greater power here."
Frieden took something out from the folds of his robe. It looked
like a larger version of the pendant he had given Selah. It glowed
with a silver light as if reflecting the stars above them.
"Go now!" he urged her, giving her a gentle push toward
the waiting Micah. Then he turned and ran toward the approaching
noise.
For a moment Selah almost followed him. But a firm hand tugged
at her arm, and she found herself running across the valley with
Micah. All she could see of him was the back of his long, dark
cloak. He held her arm, and she ran and ran through the night,
stumbling sometimes on rocks but never falling. Micah, who was
much taller than she, lifted her up when she slipped. Ruthlessly
he urged her forward. She heard voices and shouts, and a sound
like thunder behind her. But, as Frieden had warned, she never
looked back.
Through the night they ran. Exhausted though she had been the
day before, she found new strength as she clutched her pendant
in one hand. It too reflected starlight and faintly illumined
the path at her feet. The cool early morning air filled her with
joy as she put miles between herself and The Keep.
Hours passed. The stars had tilted above them, growing dimmer
in dawn's approaching light. Surely they had crossed the valley
by now. All noise from the village lay far behind them. Selah's
feet ached in their leather sandals, and her legs felt like they
could not take another step.
"Please," she spoke, startled at the sound of her own
voice. "May we rest for awhile?"
"Yes," the hooded man replied, not turning his head
toward her. "We may rest for awhile. Shortly after dawn we
must continue."
Selah did not dare ask for more time. She sank down on the sand,
put the velvet bag under her head, and fell asleep.
This time she did not dream.
"Wake up," a voice called. Selah opened her eyes and
saw a face looming over her. The face was framed by red hair and
a matching red beard. The eyes were dark blue with large black
pupils. Bushy brown eyebrows slanted above the eyes, and somewhere
in the beard the mouth frowned slightly.
Selah screamed and jumped up. She stared around her like an animal
ready to flee.
"Relax. I am Micah, Frieden's nephew and the Gatekeeper.
Remember? We must eat and then continue our journey," the
man said, handing her the water bottle that had slipped off her
shoulder.
Selah took it from his large, outstretched hand.
"Drink," he suggested.
She sat down on a nearby rock and continued to watch him. He was
a grown man but not much older than she. He drank water from his
own bottle then reached into a large, green bag for some bread
and dried dates. Selah reached into her own bag and found bread
and dates, too. She ate them quickly, then took a long drink from
her water bottle.
"Remember, don't drink it all at once," Micah said with
a chuckle.
Selah's eyes widened. She hardly ever heard someone laugh.
"I won't hurt you," he promised. "You may sit closer
if you like."
Selah stayed on her rock.
Micah smiled and continued eating. His smile seemed familiar somehow.
Selah bowed her head, blushing. Men had never given her much kindness.
Mouse-like, she had always hung in the background of their world,
serving water at the long dining table, her golden curls covered
by a gray cap, her eyes looking obediently downward, her slender
figure padded by skirts and shawls. She had gone outside only
to fetch more water and was not allowed to speak to the gatekeepers
or guards. Frieden had been the only man to show her friendship.
Suddenly Selah remembered where she had seen that smile before.
"You are the cloaked stranger who sat at the Master's right
hand last night!" she exclaimed.
"Yes," Micah admitted. He offered no further explanation.
Selah watched him as he ate.
"Thank you. Your smile brought me . . . a kind of joy,"
she said in a voice as low as a whisper.
"You will know more joy hereafter," Micah replied, smiling
again. He finished his meal and slung his bag over his shoulder.
Selah put her last scrap of bread back into her velvet bag. The
bag was a deep shade of blue like the sky after sunset. Inside
it, her fingers felt unfamiliar shapes. She wanted to pull each
object out and examine it.
"Time to go," Micah said, standing. Selah closed the
bag with its two silken drawstrings and followed him again--this
time in the growing light of morning that promised another hot
day.
They were on the far side of the valley, miles from The Keep.
The land around them was yellow and flat, studded only by gray
rocks of various sizes. A summer haze had settled in the air,
yet far ahead Selah could see hills and behind them the lower
mountain slopes rising out of the haze like a half-remembered
dream. Though she was tired from her flight across the valley,
she gained new strength just from looking ahead.
"Are the mountains really there?" she asked Micah at
noontime when they paused by a giant boulder.
"Yes," he replied. "Always, they are there, calling
us onward."
Selah had taken off her cloak and tied it around her waist. Her
hair hung about her, tangled yet shining in the light. She reached
down and loosened one tattered sandal to find her foot bruised
and cut by the rocks she had run over last night. Dried blood
caked her heel, and she winced as she touched it.
"Here, let me help," Micah offered, bending toward her.
She backed away instinctively.
He looked up at her, surprised. Then he poured water over a cloth and offered it to her. She did not take it. Instead, she stared at his long arm, bare beneath short sleeves.
"You do not wear an armlet!" she exclaimed, leaning
toward him curiously. "You are not a slave."
"I am free," he acknowledged as if that were an ordinary
thing.
Well, of course you are, Selah thought to herself. You
could not have sat at the Master's table if you were a slave.
She sat down on a rock and touched
the metal circle of her own armband. She tugged at it as she had
done many times, but it would not release.
She was trying so hard to remove her armband that she did not
notice that Micah had kneeled before her. He took her left foot
in his hands and started washing away the dust and blood. His
touch was gentle, so she did not try to get away.
"You are too used to beatings," Micah observed sadly.
He reached in his bag, took out an alabaster vial, and poured
salve into her wounds. Then he wrapped her foot in a clean cloth
and started on the other one.
The look on Selah's face confirmed his statement, but she said
nothing.
"Were all your Masters cruel?" he asked.
"Yes. But this last Master was the worst. He is a leader
in The Craft."
Micah finished wrapping her second foot and looked at her. "I
know. Why do you think he paid such special attention to you?"
"He has . . . plans for me," Selah answered, shaking
her head. "Perhaps he chose to pursue me because I stared
too much at the far-away mountains."
"That is why you were called on this journey," Micah
declared.
"Who called me? Frieden?"
"No, not Frieden. Not me. You will see," Micah replied
as if reciting a riddle.
"Thank you for healing my feet," Selah said, lowering
her eyes in the usual manner.
Micah reached up and touched the bruise above her eyebrow. "The
outward healing is easy. The inner healing takes time. Did Regan
deal you this bruise?"
"Yes. I did not go straight to my new room as he commanded."
A shadow crossed Micah's eyes for a moment, a sorrow that Selah
had felt when she watched Lillith sleep next to her child. The
sorrow of slavery.
"I met you before last night, little water bearer, but you
probably don't remember me. A year ago you served me at the Great
Hall."
"You were often a guest at the Master's table?" Selah
probed.
"Yes. Regan is high in The Craft, but he knows nothing about
humility. He measures his life by the power he wields over others.
He pretends to share his power, which has nothing to do with the
Light, though he would make us believe otherwise. He destroys
the ones who serve him--eventually. But still I have a place at
his table. In some things, even Regan has no choice."
Micah smiled again--that familiar smile--and Selah remembered.
"I served you when I first came to The Master's Keep, when
I took Lillith's place because she was sick with a fever. I spilled
water on your arm, but you did not strike me. Instead, you spoke
to me. I do not remember the words."
"You were so surprised when I spoke that you actually looked
up at me, and I saw--for a moment--your green eyes half hidden
by your cap."
Selah blushed, and the words he had spoken to her a year ago returned
to her.
"'Do not be afraid,'" you told me when I first served
you. Last night, you said 'your time of waiting is over.'"
Selah knit her eyebrows together, trying to understand the puzzle.
"But I thought you were Frieden's nephew, one of the gatekeepers."
"I am Frieden's nephew. But I was Gatekeeper only last night."
"Then who, what--" Selah started to ask. Micah silenced
her by rising to his feet.
"We have rested a long time. We must continue our journey
before dark."
Selah looked down at the sandals she had removed. They were tough
leather and beginning to fall apart. She could not bear to put
them back on her bandaged feet.
"Here," Micah said, pulling something out of his bag.
He handed her a pair of soft, white boots with strong soles. She
took them quickly, examining the material they were made of, material
she had never seen or felt before. She tried them on, laced them
up, and stood. She walked a few steps. The pain in her feet faded.
"They fit!" she announced, twirling around in a circle
as if ready to dance.
Why have so many painful things happened to me all my life--until
now? she wondered.
"What other amazing things do you carry in your traveling bag?" she asked.
"Nothing so amazing as what you'll find in the mountains,"
Micah replied. He took her hand and led her toward distant hills
beneath the lower slopes.
By late afternoon the two travelers arrived at a pond cut into solid rock. Around it stood strange trees with tall, thin trunks that curved a little under their fan-shaped tops.
Micah immediately ran to drink the water, but Selah stood still
at the edge and stared.
"Don't be afraid," Micah called back between handfuls
of water. "This is only an oasis."
"What are those strange trees?" she asked, walking slowly
toward the pond.
"Palm trees. They give us dates. Didn't you know?"
"No. No one ever told me where dates came from. I thought
rich Masters had their slaves grow them in courtyard gardens."
Micah laughed. Selah stood above him, wanting to join the laughter--but
hesitating.
"I never saw trees before," Selah tried to explain her
ignorance. "Only heard about them. The valley where I have
spent my life had no trees."
Micah's blue eyes grew darker for a moment, serious.
"You have much to explore, Little One, much beauty to discover.
See? Those clumps of fruit up high beneath the palm leaves are
dates. Almost ripe."
Selah followed his gaze and saw the clumps of brown dates. She
smiled, knelt down, and bent to drink water from the pond. The
liquid felt surprisingly cool, and she splashed some on her arms
and face.
"Oh, I wish I could bathe in this!" she cried, forgetting
for a moment that Micah knelt beside her. "I have never had
a proper bath. Once I saw a Master's children bathing in a pool
made of blue tile, with fountains pouring into it from the mouths
of stone fish. We slaves were lucky to get a water pot to wet
our rags in, to wipe the dust from our arms."
"Go ahead and bathe," Micah suggested. He had taken
his cloak off entirely, and Selah noticed the rich green velvet
of his sleeveless tunic. It was sewn with silver thread that glistened
in the fading light.
"Oh, no, I couldn't . . ." Selah replied, blushing down
to her boot-covered toes.
"I will go behind those rocks, of course," Micah reassured
her.
"But don't we need to keep traveling?" Selah asked,
still blushing.
"No. We will camp here for the night."
For the first time, Selah realized that she had spent a night
alone with Micah, but she had been so exhausted that she hadn't
noticed whether he kept watch or slept. The thought of sleeping
near him made her blush an even deeper red, causing the birthmark
on her cheek to darken. She turned her face away from his stare.
"I see. Umm, maybe I'm not that dirty . . ."
"Don't protest, Little One," Micah said as he strode
toward the rocks. Selah wondered if Micah saw her as a child or
as a woman much shorter than himself. "I will bathe in the
far part of the oasis myself."
With those words, Micah disappeared behind a ledge of rock. Selah
untied the cloak from her waist and slid the water bottle and
velvet bag from her shoulder. She skimmed one hand along the water's
surface, noticing the ripples that spread out from her fingers.
Never had she seen so much water in one place. Its silvery, translucent
color invited her to dive in. Her fear fading, she undressed and
put one foot in, then another. The bottom felt clean and smooth,
like rock. She waded out until the water reached her chin.
How wonderful! she thought, bobbing under so that the water
covered her head.
For awhile she glided through the water, careful to keep at least
one toe on the bottom.
"Hellooo!" a voice rang above the water's surface. Selah
popped up her head. For a moment her eyes did not focus in the
dim light. Then she saw several figures at the water's edge. She
herself was in the exact center of the oasis, at its deepest point.
She held perfectly still, her chin in the water, hoping the strangers
did not notice her.
"Hello," Micah's voice replied. He appeared from behind
a rock, fully dressed but dripping, and walked toward the strangers.
Selah watched as he held out his arm in greeting.
She could not hear what Micah and the travelers discussed. Shivers
started running up her skin as night slowly filled the sky and
the water around her turned dark as ink.
"Selah!" she heard Micah's clear voice call out. "I
forgot about her."
He lit a torch and walked to a rocky ledge above the water.
"Here, put this on," he said, holding Selah's cloak
over the water. Selah waded toward it, glad Micah could not see
the look on her face. She reached out and grabbed the comforting
material, careful not to wet it as she ascended from the water.
Micah held the torch away from her as she wrapped up in the warm
cloak. Even so, she heard the murmur of voices from the far side
of the oasis--and a couple of laughs.
"Who are they?" she demanded as she stepped next to
Micah on the ledge.
"Friends. They have come to join us on our journey to the
mountains. I expected them later tonight. They have made good
time from the western valleys," Micah tried to explain.
Selah did not reply. Half of her was relieved that she would not
spend the night alone with Micah. The other half was disappointed.
"They were called to the Summit, too, Little One," Micah
reassured her, sensing her hesitation to join the strangers.
Selah grabbed at Micah's arm, the one that held the torch.
"Why do you avoid my name? I am not so little, like a child!"
She stood and glared at him. Surprised, he held the torch up close
to her face. Her green eyes reflected the light, flecks of gold
at the edges of her irises. Her hair looked like yellow flame
around her face and shoulders, though still wet above the dark
cloak that covered her, neck to feet.
"I see that you are no child, Selah. Do you know that your
name means music?"
Selah's mouth opened but did not know what to say. She had seldom
heard music, except at banquets where she was not invited. The
music, muted by thick stone walls, would drift toward the kitchen
where she would be busy filling water pots. Once, while still
a child, she had heard a slaveboy play a tune upon a hollowed
reed. That sound was sad and full of longing, like all the cries
from all the slaves of the valleys, rising upward through the
air . . .
"I know very little about music," she whispered. She
covered her head with her hood and let go of Micah's arm. She
got only a few steps before she slipped on a rock and fell to
her knees. The cloak fell off one of her shoulders. When Micah
reached down to help her replace it, he saw the dark stripes across
her shoulder.
"By the Maker!" he exclaimed, lifting his torch above
her back and moving the cloak until he could see the deep scars
that spread from the nape of her neck to her waist.
"Who did this to you?"
"Regan, can't you guess?" she said in a low voice, her
face turned toward the darkness.
"The Craft is cruel, and so are those who practice it,"
Micah stated, gently replacing Selah's cloak. "I do not understand
how Regan expected to woo you to him with cruelty."
"The scars no longer hurt," Selah stated.
"But they remind you; they remind you," Micah replied.
Micah took her hand to guide her along the dark, rocky path. "I
shall teach you someday, all that I know," he said so low
that she wondered if she imagined the words.
At the far edge of the oasis, a camp had sprung up. Torches on
wooden posts lit the mass of bags, blankets, and travelers. Micah
led Selah into the midst of the group. She lowered her head and
held onto his hand tightly, her other hand clutching the clasp
of her cloak.
"This is Selah," he announced, gently pulling down her
hood so that the circle of torchlight illumined her face. Selah
kept her eyes lowered.
Some members of the group gasped as if the name held special meaning.
Micah proceeded to introduce, one by one, their new traveling
companions. She clutched his arm the whole time, barely lifting
her eyes to greet each person. The names and faces blurred together.
Her head began to pound, and her face grew hot from so many eyes
turned toward her.
Micah, sensing her discomfort (her nails had been digging into
his bare arm), cut short the introductions and led her to the
place she had dropped her clothes and bags.
"You are also unused to being the center of attention, little
Selah. Go behind that boulder and dress. I will prepare a place
for you to eat."
"Don't leave me!" she gasped, still digging her fingernails
into his arm.
"I must, for a while. But you will never be truly alone.
None of us are. Do you believe that, Selah?"
"I don't know," she whispered, letting go of his arm
and bending to pick up her clothes. Ever since Frieden had given
her the pendant, she had sensed a presence with her--someone besides
Micah. Did Frieden somehow watch over her, invisible but nearby?
Or did she feel the Maker's unseen presence?
"The Maker is with you," Micah promised, turning toward
the torchlight of the camp.
"Yes," a voice inside her spoke. "Yes, He is."
Selah dressed slowly, half afraid of the dark and half comforted
by its secrecy. She paused before emerging from the shadows. Her
stomach growled with hunger. Her tired feet wanted to find a blanket
on which to rest. Her head spun with Micah's words. Still, she
hesitated.
Finally, music called her from the darkness. A flute--its voice
both sad and joyful--invited her to join the band of strangers
who sat down to dinner beside the oasis, ringed by torchlight
and stars against the night.
She followed the flute's voice, walking as unnoticed as possible
among the laughing, chattering travelers. In the middle of the
group she stopped. Micah sat cross-legged on a red blanket beneath
a purple canopy. He looked beautiful in his green cloak embroidered
with silver. He held a silver flute in both hands, his fingers
moving gracefully on and off the holes along its side. In his
lap lay a scroll unrolled as if he had been reading it. Selah
stared at him until he waved at her.
She stepped gingerly over feet and yellow pillows and pitchers
of water. All eyes turned again toward her and Micah, and she
suddenly realized that he was the leader of the group.
She stopped near his feet and stared down at him as if seeing
him for the first time.
"Who are you?" she asked, shaking so that the
hood fell once more from her head.
"I am a Prince of the Mountains," he replied. "Come
to lead you home."
"The Maker sent you," Selah realized.
"Yes. He made me a Prince and has shown me the High Places.
I must show you, little Selah--you, and all these others."
She stood, still trembling. Beside Micah was a waterpot. She bent
to lift it up, ready to serve him and the rest of the band.
"You do not need to serve us, Selah," he said, motioning
for her to sit down next to him.
Selah set the water pot back down, and her cloak fell off one
shoulder, revealing her bronze armband that glinted coldly in
the torchlight.
"But I am a s-slave and not worthy to sit beside a P-Prince,"
she stuttered. "Surely I must w-work to earn my keep."
Micah put the flute and scroll into his mysterious green bag.
"I was not always a Prince," he said. "To become
a Prince, one must first be a servant. You have worked all your
life, Selah. Now you will learn the value of what is not earned--the
value of a gift."
He stood, towering above Selah. He lifted his arms high, toward
stars that shone bright above the oasis and the rocky foothills
along its eastern banks. He spoke words Selah did not understand--he
seemed to be asking for something. Then he bent down and touched
her armlet with both hands. It fell off her arm, cracked from
side to side.
"You are no longer a slave," he said. Selah could hardly
bear to look into his fierce, glowing eyes.
"Who are you?" she asked again, afraid, wanting to turn
and hide in the darkness.
He did not answer her this time. She stared at his eyes that had
turned from blue to white--then back to blue. His whole body seemed
to glow with an invisible light that spread through his fingertips,
up her arm, and to her own eyes. She stared at her bare arm where
a circle of pale skin contrasted with the sunburned skin. She
glanced at all the strange eyes watching her, then sat down beside
Micah on the red carpet, buried her head in her hands, and cried.
Micah put his arm around her. Exhausted, she leaned against his
shoulder, closed her eyes, and slept until morning.